The apathy is coming again. It's like a creeping. Huge bursts of emotion and depression and passion, and then...nothing. No love. No pain. Just fear and a bit of resentment that you take out on arbitrary things. Hopefully I'll start caring again soon, except in a more...reciprocal transaction.
I understand what you mean. My sadness is coming back again too... I don't know why. It just is. And so I know what you mean when you talk about the huge bursts of emotion, passion and depression.
ReplyDeleteSometimes I feel happy and forget about him, but then, all of a sudden, something reminds me of him and then I'm depressed again..
You're not alone bloggerpiggy. I hope that brings you at least some comfort... :)