Christ, I am a whiny bitch. But I'll indulge myself like I have been.
I have a deeply, deeply rooted fear of rejection. I'm often too anxious to ask even my closest friends to hang out or something, because I'm afraid they'll say no. I hate that I'm not driving, because I think of it as only another reason for my friends to decide to not spend time with me(although I do spend quite a bit of time with friends).
I am livid with self-hate.