I'm always contradicting myself. I have to let myself know that I am not infinitely more intelligent than the average person. I am not enlightened. I am not mature. I am not independent and I'm not grown up. I can't read people's minds. My thoughts are not profound. My actions are not always genuine. I don't look better and I don't act better. I am not above average and anyway and I can't let myself think that because I know this, that I somehow become above average.I will probably never contribute to a lasting effect on culture or people. I can simply be the best I can be, and my best is not better than anyone's.