Self-pity is narcissism disguised as depth. Introspection is loneliness disguised as profundity. Cynicism is fear disguised as wisdom. I don't want to pretend to be something I'm not. The novelty of sadness is short lived. People want to be around happy people. I think people see me and think that there's something more to me, something deeper. There's not. Maybe I don't play up the mysterious thing enough. I don't know...